So there i said it. It actually surprised me how easy you made it, no drama, no excuses, no last minute plans you forgot to take into consideration. You only said yes. I was nervous to point of stopping one block before i picked you up and saying to myself: "Calm down and breathe in deeply" And then it was as if nothing had happened, we exchanged chit and chats and this and that. And you told me of your brother's hair cut and your sister's dilemma's and you ordered a lettuce and you loved the movie, and you smiled. And it was all worth it right there and then. And I took you home and it was awkward with your parents, and I helped you dad hang a picture, and it was worth it. I'm excited/afraid/anxious/nervous/happy of where this is going. It could be nothing more than laughs and movies and small moments. It could be as big as an age of laughter and movies and big moments and songs and years of looking into each other's eyes. Either way, I'm glad that I said it and you replied. And now spring is here and summer is around the corner and we go on to live what we WANT to live for once. I said it and I'll keep saying it. No more keeping it in, no more mediocre existence, no more what if's, no more waiting for things to happen. Because I'm tired of not saying what im feeling and thinking. Because I was scared of No's. Because ironically, when I decided i wouldn't be scared anymore you said yes. And now it all makes sense, because you said yes and it all made sense. It makes sense.
